M00D- HAPPY HAPPY!! MUAHAHAH xp[ i donno why?]

today was alright hehe.. school was okey!!well exept when we started practicing after school GRR!!  fucking fuckers.. well cause theres this egotz in our school and they started saying alot of shiet about us!!grr.. fuck them anyh0o.. after that went to the mall funn funn.. hehe mark , kyle,princess was with us.. hehe! then uhmm... we were suppose to go shopping but we didn't get to buy one shiet.. the fuck.. haha oh well heh.. then uhm? kyle got in trouble.. i think? but yea its all G though heh.. uhmmm kyle owe me 2 BUCKS! muahah.. L0L jk.. his gonna gimme a gift anyways.. L0L.. and uhmm after that we left boulevard mall then dropped off kyle then.. went to princess house hehe mark was with us.. he a L0SER! MUAHAH... we had a pillow fight HAHA!! funn funn.. what a loser? then uhmm after that uh.. we went back to school then uhmmm princess got late on her thingy.. majiger.. honor societyblah blah.. but yeah its all G again.. and freakin mark had to go wiith incess dad... only 2 of them and drop off markheh well yeah thats all about it kk duece!!=]

WAH!  i feel wierd today. but its a good wierd way.. =] i don't know why? it feels like today went kinda perfect =] awwies.. hehe! goshes... i don't know why i feel so happy? it feels like a felt this feeling before.. but i don't know when i felt this before i forgot?! G0LLY! why do i feel this wayy... grr.. heheh well yeah i don't know probably i just miss alot of peoples  imma put some names here!!  my dre dre.. i talk to him today about alot of crap.. hehe remember(CYBER SEX) ahha »inside joke«   wah! anyH00o! uhmm imma put somthing here.. hehe and my luvable ading gen  ekek..

Have u ever missed someone and felt
terrible
because u think that he/she doesn't miss u?
Missing someone is terrible but at the same
time...a sweet feeling.
U will be sitting around wondering if u meant
anything to him/her. Thinking if he/she ever
cares about u. Rushing to the phone once it
rings hoping that it's him/her.
Looking out of the window hoping that he/she
will surprise u by appearing downstairs.
Sitting in front of the television but thinking
of him/her, missing the final episode of your
favourite show.                           
Laying on your bed, thinking of the last time u
were out together.
Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the
stars again, talking about everything, your
dreams,plans,future romantic...
Logging on to the internet hoping to see him/her
online. When u realise that he/she isn't online
and did not return your mail, U will start
worrying if he/she is okay.
Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess.
It exposes u to loneliness.
It teaches u how to cope with being lonely and
let u know that there is actually a feeling
known as emptiness.....
Sometimes it feels good to miss someone. U know
that u really care and u indulge in the
feeling of loving and caring for him/her. But
missing someone and not knowing if he/she is
feeling the same is terrible. U feel as if u are
being left alone.
So if u miss someone, tell him/her and let them
know.
At the same time, ask if they miss u.
Don't let the feeling of missing someone become
jealousy or paranoia.
If u are the one being missed and u know it, let
the other party know.
If u miss him/her too, tell them. Don't let them
wait. And if the one you are missing
can't/doesn't reciprocate,
MOVE ON!!
Life is short, so instead of being hurt &
waiting around-Move on!!
Believe in yourself & life, there's someone out
there waiting to miss U
too!                                            

damn! i feel like i miss alot of peoples!! awwies.. ekeke.. thats how i feel right now.. GRR i just want to be i don't how i feel right now.. all i know is that im really really HAPPY!! i don't know why... =[ 0H WELL! duece

heya!! nothing here just decided to write here again don't know why, oh yeah mang.. to damn bishes in our skool talk shiet to much mang.. i hate that crap.. fkkn bishes.. grr.. oh well at least iTS N0T TRUE!!! damn bishes hhehe well here the poem that someone made.. hehe..his my luvable buddy! hehe

 I can feel it burn within me..
Missing you so much, my eyes begin to tear..
Missing all those days when you were here..
Felt so good just when you were near..
It's amazing how you came into my life..
Still remember the first day I looked into your eyes..
I was shy at first, but I managed to say hi..
Just the sight of you, made it worth while..
I would do anything just to have you back..
Or....
Just enough for us to be friends..
Just wished that we were talking again..
I can see it in your eyes..
The way you dog me just for passing by..
But it's ok..I understand why..
It was my fault, cause I didnt treat you right..
I shoul've done better..and now I got so many things I regret..
But yeah..what I did..I can never forgive myself..

 isn't that cute? hehe..  aiight duece